Potpourri

My need is too great for anyone to satisfy….Don Juan

A lyrical mystique pervades in parts that lay skillfully against the march of the beloved infinite regress of efficiency of west world which is given expression in a language that to me treats the object of language as a kind of abstract space or form. The use is correlative to the use of these elements in the visual art of America in the 20’s, 30’s, 40’s, 50’s. Objects are seen to become muddled in each other. Does the arm of this nude end here? Does it matter? The object looses its boundary. Man lives more in the infinite each minute. So? Well, he does it less and less from the standpoint of the finite. One despairs of the body, the medium of existential mass. The sensual genius revels in music as the medium. One such obviously recognizes the absurd and is making in the same movement a grasp for faith. I am here in my body, a finite articulation of the infinite. This is how I find myself fundamentally, the condition without which nothing. This is home.

Concept and culture.
Compare psyche and pneuma, Greek and Latin, animus and spiritus.
In preliterate culture breath (psyche) and life (pneuma) were more or less equivalent, while in literate culture we can speak of these in two senses, one in which they are equal and one where they are not.

The exodus is the mother of the myth of creation. The Jews were brought out of Egypt. The world was brought out of the cosmos, of infinity.

What leads to self realization, the bringing of the absolute to the front of the consciousness, is vibration, frequency, whether visual, audible, or mental; the entering of the state of consciousness returning on itself is inevitably accompanied by the occurrence of a precipitating encounter of the “individual” soul with a certain harmony that, like a rose bears its fragrance, bears the “fragrance” of Ultimate Reality.

Desani, March 14, 1973
Burn the seeds (of deeds) by high Samadhi only. The weakened klesa is stronger than the klesas/passion full blown because its expression is more subtle, harder to root out because they are harder to recognize.

The daemonic urge is the erotic in nature gone wild.
The medium of architecture and sculpture is existential mass.

Jan 30, 1973
My need is too great for anyone to satisfy….Don Juan

The unadulterated spirit is will. Will is power. The urge to go beyond the self, the daemonic urge, or romanticism, is a perversion of this power. Classicism to the extent that it elevates the intellect, or dwells on the distinction that can be made between the power of the mind, rationalism, and mere corporeality, sets up a tendency toward adulteration of the will. The next logical step from classicism is toward romanticism; one is respite for the other, in our history, in my personal life.

The daemonic spirit appeared through the movement of Christianity. Physical attraction, the daemonic urge, being suppressed was instead given prominence, life, perpetuated. What was natural was made evil. What was corrupted was faith, the opportunity for self actualization.

Romanticism – The daemonic spirit, erotic in nature, the sensuous genius of Don Juan, the music of Mozart.
The attempt of the soul to go beyond itself. The urge to see reality as greater than itself. The attributing to God what is properly shared by God/man when properly joined.

Music, absolutely speaking, gives perfect expression to romanticism, the post human force. Music is the most abstract medium.

Sculpture or architecture gives perfect expression to existential mass, pre-human force. It is the most concrete medium and is, as existential mass, the medium of architecture or sculpture. The only substance concrete enough to be worked for these. Music can not be a medium for sculpture.

Language, the word, gives perfect expression to the existential spirit; it is the medium most perfectly suited to express inwardness. The spirit, the void, is the beginning and end of force.

I feel the urge of romanticism, I give it perfect expression by making it into music.

I feel the urge of existential mass, I give it perfect expression by making it into sculpture or architecture.

An expression in language, in thought, is of inwardness. The perfect expression is one that expresses inwardness. Does every expression participate to a degree in this?

By virtue of regress a certain freedom - who can deny complexity which where is now, which time is there, on your beloved papers packed in their particularity, above below, between beyond?

What can I say that will stop the world, reveal the lives? The man centered universe? You expect an answer? You tempt a man who has elephants?

I do not make fun, but play; but loosing my pen my pen my pen the seed is extinguished.

Excited ideas carry away a place where presence in you is eternally presupposed. First meetings where the simplest seeds, just a transparent gaze of eyes into mind falling on most fertile furrows of honest openness where what now grows is rapidly evolving configuration tumbling cataclysmically in and about each other spontaneously like a waterfall of thought and emotion. Like light playing on light in the abyss, ecstatic revelation of the silent blackness behind that common nothingness around which our joined eyes play like solar flares and which alone could support our perpetual falling and simultaneously reflect our faces back and forth to each other in an infinite regress of images metamorphosing into worlds of progressive subtlety till finally I am a mere benumbed butterfly in the winter wind, chasing you, a fallen leaf blown into fluttering enticement.

The path we follow is in a sense the wake of our thoughts and emotions preceding us. This note is a part of that path, a sign post on the way.

“Thinking and the object of thought are the same for you will not find thought apart from being, nor either of them away from utterance.” Parmenides

We are what we seek in an artificial other, yet out of fear, perhaps, of being alone in the universe we are blinded by the nearness of the truth. Yet the thirst for the real is so great that finally all barriers fall as one embraces this last of a thousand demons, loneliness.

Bronowski
Errors can’t be taken out of observation. Stars or atoms; we can’t fix their location, boundaries. There is no scientific certainty. There is no God’s eye view. Errors are bound up in the nature of human knowledge. Fire electrons at atoms of thorium; we see a blurred outline. The act of observation inevitably shapes the observed.

Max Bohm stated that theoretical physics is actually the new philosophy

About 4.5 billion years till the sun dies.

Bodies stopped changing one million years past. Brains stopped changing about 100,000 years ago. Man’s evolution is perhaps in a way a closed chapter. But life itself? Consider that a billion years ago the worm was the most advanced form of life: at some time in the future a form of life will evolve that is a quantum leap above humanity. Perhaps it already is here but hidden.

Heisenberg. No events can be described with certainty.

Plank. The area of uncertainty in the atom is mapped out by the quantum.

It is true that any recognition whatsoever occurs only within certain tolerances. How the mind works. What if the mind is removed?

The theory of uncertainty fixes the fact that knowledge is limited. And understanding? And consciousness?

Measurement is not the same as understanding.

Hiroshima. 6th August, 1945, 8:15 a.m.

More Bronowski. Science does not turn people into unthinking, unfeeling monsters, psychotic invalids. The search for absolutes does. Hitler’s Germany is an example of what happens when people think they have certain knowledge. The scientific art is always on the verge of error and is therefore personal in that the witness sees himself as responsible for eliminating error, or for going further into it.

We must rid ourselves, all humanity, of the itch for absolutes.

Here is what I am perhaps looking to say. I am not so much the person John Hinds as I am a being in the primitive matter of the universe finding articulation through John’s activity. I am his spirit. He lives through me and I through him. It’s a matter of intention, ascending intensities, a continuum; John and his spirit are really one in one projecting simultaneously the universe. What an awesome task. Mind comes to matter to produce consciousness.

To supercharge with possibility sometimes with ambiguity in speech is to violate expectation, to startle, stun, silence. And then you are open, don’t know what to expect so the possibilities are endless. And whatever does happen is complete in and of itself because vulnerability asks for nothing more than what just comes out of each momentary necessity. This is the secret of real manipulation, for instance in advertising, or in the springing of the eternal trap by fear and panic, its eternal components. An exquisite move, whatever the medium (architecture, dance, painting, music, prose, poetry, philosophy) is merely one that provides a moment of surprise which provides what is really the object. Silence. In that openness, vulnerability, the message is given and it goes to the person because he has been stunned into vulnerability, into non-clinging. They have his attention and therefore his intention. Polarities and spin merge to a common purpose.

Ambiguity in speech is poetic. It makes for lightness which makes for uncertainty. There is also repetition, variation, transformation. Variation follows only when expectation is violated. Repetition is what is expected.

The silence, the sweet play of figures.

The wind sometimes blows so hard and so fast here, that it takes on a new meaning. It is fierce, awesome in its power to subdue everything in its way. Yet in the evening as the sun sets and the wind subsides, branches, grasses, dust, and birds respond to subtler forces than the departed winds. The dance continues in a different tone, at a different pace. Orchestration of the infinite.

Medieval world view was world as center of universe and man as center of world. Man was the measure of all things. Faith was depended on for an understanding of God. For Aristotle forms are perceived by the passive mind and abstracted then by active mind to become ideas. Nothing is in the intellect that is not first in the senses.

Descartes, educated by Jesuits, worked against the medieval scholasticism. Medieval man was in a quagmire as to how he could understand God, the infinite, from his finite view. Because of this quagmire mysticism sprang up to circumvent it. Mysticism does not attempt to explain. Descartes goal was to establish a new order. He was concerned with the real world and real problems.

Cartesian epistemology intends to take man from not knowing to knowing. He struggled against Meno’s paradox that if man is truly ignorant he can not come to knowledge. Descarte's fundamental view of man in the knowing situation is that he starts with reason and many ideas, some true, some false. So it is not a moving from ignorance to knowledge but from confused knowledge to true knowledge. His philosophical task was how to think rightly in the mental journey to truth. He argues that there are some innate ideas from God, the source, and most, from experience through the senses. The method and its task are served previously by custom and habit because they work. The principle criteria was “what works”.

Descartes said, “Because we conceive of a possible state of order, there must be one.” This is why we should be concerned with searching after truth. He thought that realizing disorder is desiring order. Descartes accepts nothing as true which could not clearly be recognized to be so. (Distinct from this, but what occurs is the application of the doctrine of doubt.) He divides difficulties and proceeds from the simple to the complex. His method was mathematical in that he took the complex and divided it into simple parts, proved those, and then reconstructed. In this he has been accused of being reductionist.

Descartes was opposed by the Catholic church as he innocently advocated man’s return to himself for solution to consciousness crisis. If the people turned within for guidance, if he recognized thought over action, his thought, then the church would loose power over the realm of action.

Descartes's method is not meant to find new wealth of knowledge but it is to form the mind and its confused data. He admits that one cannot live by the method. It is only a directional teaching or learning aid. It insists on radical subjectivism. He speaks in terms of “I” and “my mind”. This problem is alleviated by relegating the method first to the realm of thought and when truths are found to the realm of action. He thinks that radical subjectivism is man’s natural state. He must be such to function in society.

Descartes felt that numbers are something more than a mere quantitative metaphor, as the Pythagoreans. To him mathematics was an abstract, fundamental truth and he is fascinated by this in that we can all, eventually, agree on mathematical truths. He adopted this function as a procedure to aid us in coming to an agreement of truth in general and also to avoid the problem of radical subjectivism. He feels that objective means object for thought as it exists in my thought. The objective thought as it exists outside my thought is the “formal reality”. A chair, for instance, is a formal reality while as a chair in my mind it is an object for thought. He sought to establish whether something is indubitable because it is certain or vice versa.

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Something greatly distant engenders a longing to be joined. Bring yourself to this and finally achieve completion, salvation. Said of Christianity and the "Western" experience in General. See Camus, the Myth of Sisyphus, and also Kierkegaard and Sartre.

5/12/02. In this truth is the derivation of the "power" of the evangelicals, the "Imam", the "guru", indeed any teacher whatsoever. They thrive on false dichotomies.

The truth IS, reality is not a process but only seems so. Heraclitus, the ancient Greek philosopher, held to this idea. "The real is complete." The value of the "pastor's coin" derives from the opposite idea, that the real is process or, becoming. Salvation, enlightenment, are so much flim flam. Whatever knowledge or truth there is in the cosmos commingles or coexists with all that is and is immediate to any consciousness whatsoever. The task of the acolyte of true knowledge is just to put a handle on the void by the mere means of realization and with just a little twist turn emptiness to fullness. When realized one sees that it was always there - waiting. Nothing has changed yet all is new.

5/4/07. Take neither process nor completion for the absolute. The "real" is both. Completion is process! All process is additive to completion, the whole, the Real.

Yet, absolutes are only to be seized; must avoid clinging to comprehend the Ultimately Real. Buddhist philosophy.

2nd Rumination on Encounter with Mandukya Upanishad and Karika of Guadapada with Sankara's Commentary

If the sole object be the attainment of the Highest Truth (the supreme goal of existence) the single Upanishad of Mandukya  is sufficient.
— Muktlkopanishad

The Upanishad (Mandukya) with the Karika embodies in itself the Quintessence of the substance of the entire philosophy of Vedanta
—Sankara.

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If one journeys to the East and studies the culture it becomes apparent there are many practices for spiritual development. Some have no doubt died out but along the way there were practitioners who more or less hid themselves in caves, the hermits, lone seekers. For years, their whole life, they would follow their chosen practice. Also one would find the same types, but not so secluded, in monastic surroundings, for instance. And, further, one would have been sure to encounter practitioners of the various types of Yoga from Mantra to Hatha, training themselves to concentrate. Some would concentrate on their breath or the act of walking, others on visualizing a light, repeating a sacred phrase.

Note that Yogic philosophy was put forth by Patanjali and holds that "...Iswara, Personal God, possessed of attributes, is the cause of the created Universe." (MU, III-5.11) Then there are devotees of the Deity, of Devas, or Devis. Asceticism and renunciation were common. A legend about the Buddha goes that he, at one time, ate only one grain of rice per day. One day a little girl stopped him and begged that he give up this practice because, she said, "we want you to live." He did, and ironically, it's also said that he finally died of food poisoning.

Interesting other story about Buddha; he encounters a man who walks on the water's surface across a river. The Buddha asks him about this and is told that after decades of solitary meditation he developed this craft. The Buddha instructs him, in so many words, that he has wasted his time because for a small coin he could hire a ferryman to take him across.

The technical basis for these crafts is succinctly stated in Sankara's comment on Mandukya Upanishad III-32: "The proposition is that all this duality perceived as such by the imagination of the mind is, in reality, nothing but the mind. The reason for such inference is that duality is perceived when the mind acts and it vanishes when the mind ceases to act; that is to say, when the (activity, i.e., the Vrittis of the) mind is withdrawn unto itself by the knowledge got through discrimination, repeated practice and renunciation - like the disappearance of the snake in the rope - or during deep sleep. Hence on account of the disappearance of duality it is established that duality is unreal or illusory." Vritti, modification.

It is further put forth that success in quieting the modifications of the mind does not necessarily completely destroy the seeds of former deeds. What we do creates seeds that cause the activity to continue - until, somehow, the seeds are extinguished. So, the student might realize the one true nature of the Real only to afterwards continue as before. This is a profoundly difficult undertaking, craft.

All these practices are critiqued by the Mandukya Upanishad (MU), and not always with a beneficent attitude, either. Buddhists are named nihilistic, devotional types, simple minded, and so forth. At other places, however, a more beneficent attitude surfaces. At MU III-18: "Advaita (non-duality) harmonizes all other doctrines and theories."

I expect many of these crafts grew up in the time of the Upanishads, or the Vedas, as much as thousands of years before Jesus, the Christ. I also expect that the authors of the Upanishads were kept by potentates of the time and that their disputations were held in said courts as forms of art and philosophy and even entertainment. Its likely these people were akin to performers for their public and no doubt gained their material support by their particular genius, like Michelangelo, Mozart, Beethoven, Blaise Pascal (mathematician) were in the royal courts of the West, though separated by thousands of years.

I agree with my old professor, Desani, that were their only one religion we would have a partial view. Imagine if there were only one science. Similar.

Now, I hold there are hierarchical modes of being in the world and have written in these pages frequently about said. Faith, for instance, opposite the Sensuous Genius of Don Juan. Also, some, like R.G. Collingwood in his book Speculum Mentis, have noted a progression to the various modes of being; Art leads naturally to Religion, to Science, to History, to Philosophy. Progressions like this mean something. It's how a lump of coal becomes a diamond.

The appeal to devotional activity is, for this one, based on a premise of more or less hidden beings, centers of pure consciousness, if you will - the MU refers to such, which beings are beneficent guides, or can be if properly propitiated, to those sentient life forms, embodied beings, bound, as it were, to the lower levels of incarnation, shrouded in the grosser elements of flesh where the "centers of pure consciousness" are just beginning to develop. Propitiation is not something this one does, however. I don't think it comports with yielding or surrender. Some do, though.

I'd put this out there too. Why would one not realize the purpose of duality is to aid actualization of non-duality, or the realization of same? If the substratum, the rope in the previous post, is to come to understand its true nature, that of the substratum itself, and drop all illusion whatever, this might be to that affect.

We want, naturally, to make our being in the world anthropocentric. That might or might not be illusory. It is a sublime truth that the Universe is centered everywhere, bounded nowhere (Blaise Pascal). This one does not believe that is selfish. Not if its true. There is such beauty there as to entice even the greatest "centers of pure consciousness". From William Blake: "To see a World in a grain of Sand and a Heaven in a Wild Flower, Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand and Eternity in an hour."

And that brings me to, what, the elephant in the room? What about beauty,  truth, love, liberty, wisdom? I've called these the concomitants of consciousness for wherever sentient life emerges, I believe, these likewise emerge. So from the same muck and mire from which life comes, comes these qualities of the noosphere. How? Why? Surely, the purpose of life, in part, is to provide for the emergence of such qualities that tend to point to, lead to, the sublime truths found on the higher planes of existence, to complete self realization and/or actualization. In short, when, in the crucible of stars the most plentiful element in the universe, hydrogen, is forged into all the heavier elements and then those into all the minerals found on all the planets in their geospheres, then understand, that is a chain of actualization of potentialities. This stelar process is named nucleosynthesis. Uranium 235 hides, is latent, in hydrogen, in other words. Mankind is latent in the muck and mire of the early Earth. Go find a handful of dirt, a rock. You hold in your hand the potentiality of Love, Truth, Liberty, Wisdom, Beauty. Wait for the proper circumstances and the music of Mozart will emerge. Love, worship of God, will come to be. What else is hidden that will eventually come into existence? The pattern, just like all patterns, doesn't just cease performing. The emergence merely sets the stage for infinitely emerging new stages or plateaus. Life has emerged on Earth and the noosphere is being grown under whose umbrella life continues to evolve. Self awareness becomes awareness of the entire cosmos meaning the entire cosmos realizes its potentiality. Its like the power in an electric grid. Nothing seems to be there until certain conditions apply which manifests the invisible latent power.

Clearly we have only just begun. Or, perhaps a more accurate assessment would be along the lines of we will always only be beginning, there being no completion, which might be thought as always just over the horizon. Ask why are we drawn to that horizon? Discovery is the action of the unknown.

This one can, he thinks, have an understanding of the non-duality of the Ultimately Real - be an Advaitin, in the language of the MU - and all the same have an appreciation of the concordance of Western and Eastern methods of approaching the systems of thought at hand. The MU repeatedly states "All is Brahman", "I am That", "That am I". Consideration of all subsumed ideas, all illusions of the substratum lend meaning thereto, enhance, add flavor, sharpen the insight, quicken, leaven, add piquance. So, the mess that admittedly is life, its processes, and so forth, serves a purpose. Without the experience of living through life's trouble, travail, ups and downs of happiness, then realization of one's true nature would be rather dull. One should, to have an enriched understanding, appreciate the nuances implied here. This fractalization only embellishes its source. A diamond's facets make for greater brilliance.

To be sure Shamanism and superstition played an important role in the daily lives of the people during the time when the MU was set down, debated. Likewise, during the early times anywhere. The gullibility of the people can not be overemphasized. Revered sages, seers, had carte blanche powers. An acolyte might be instructed to practice a given procedure the outcome of which would be the ownership, control, of a spirit, a self created being, to do whatever bidding the practitioner demanded. Yet it would be an illusion, according to the MU; and this one agrees. Christian ascetics, too, would have similar experiences, have visions, visitations of that to which they were spending their lives in devotion. These would be imagined to be real in themselves. The power of the concentrated mind is hard to underestimate, in this regard. Just remember, every illusion has its substratum.

"Brahman (Atman) is always non-dual even during the perception of duality by the ignorant. Non-duality is the Reality and duality is illusion. The truth is that the rope does not become or produce the snake. It is only through ignorance that one sees the snake in the rope. Similarly Brahman which is birthless, causeless, changeless and attributeless is imagined by the ignorant as producing or becoming the universe." MU, III-2. And, MU III-26.6 paraphrase: This is the Advaitic method of reasoning. (Brahman or Atman) God, being beyond time, space and causality, is ever incomprehensible through any empirical means. It is the eternal subject having no object through which one can comprehend it. This incomprehensibility of God (Atman) is the very reason for refuting any attribute that may be otherwise associated with it. If God (Atman) can be known by any positive attribute, it no longer remains incomprehensible. It becomes an object of our thought like any other perceived object. Such God (Atman) can never be the changeless Absolute. Further, at MU III-26.7 "...all attributes are the same as the non-dual Brahman..." Conclude the text states that God is completely without attributes but all the same all attributes are identical with God. This is akin to the western idea that the divine creative spirit is immanent in nature. Saint Augustine, for instance, held this view.

This reader is somewhat confused but is not a scholar and so doesn't dwell on the seeming contradictory nature of some passages in the text marking them up as indices of failure of language, words, to convey the absolute meaning. Taken all together one gets a better sense. The text goes on to say that, page 198 of pdf: "In truth, there is neither creation, nor existence, nor destruction." Then on page 212 its stated "Brahman which is existence, knowledge and infinity." I want to claim the idea of existence is just that, an idea, and that it therefore implies duality. Duality implies a higher reality which I want to call, with the MU, the Ultimate Reality, non dual in itself and yet containing the multiplicity - the world of duality, its myriads of things, objects. In short, is it true that existence is a product of mind, ideation?

Is hydrogen the rope? Substratum, predicate for all that is? All this is Brahman, Atman. The multiplicity is due to Maya, illusion. Only that which is without attributes is real; only that is, only the substratum has being, by which there are, can be, attributes. However, the attributes due to illusion of Brahman, Atman give pleasure, diversity, multiplicity, where there really is none, to Jivas, embodied souls; and all rejoice and make offerings for the beneficence of the Lord! A designator is an attribute. Brahman, Atman are not without attributes. Only that which is unnameable is without attributes and thus the Ultimate Reality. That I am, I am that I am.

Regarding MU III-33.1: Is it an act of mind, ideation to make the claim that only Brahman exists?

Result of meditation, spiritual practice, is falling away of consciousness of subject and object. The mind ceases to exist on becoming identical with the Ultimate Reality.

Existence is for things, objects. Relative nature is required, that is, existence only is in multiplicity, duality. Ultimate Reality does not pertain to that which can be said to exist. The Real, properly understood, can only be said to be that by which their can be existence.

MU seems consistent in its treatment- I want to be charitable - of this and seems to support Existence as not an idea or attribute but that by which these are. Brahman is said to be "Knowledge, Existence, and Infinity."

So, when one says God doesn't exist but is eternal, as did Soren Kierkegaard, it conflicts with the MU's treatment of being, but not, I think, with the essence of the teaching. The conundrum here is that to say God is eternal is to assign a designation but nothing that can be designated can be eternal as speaking from the standpoint of eternity there are no objects. To say God is eternal necessarily means an object.  Its impossible to grasp. One must simply surrender. You don't grasp water from a source, you cup your hands and simply accept the flow.

It's an amazing thing to have an infinitude of attributes yet all illusory. There's meaning there.

And, easy to assign negative beliefs to the various religions, philosophical systems. One might nourish beliefs others might see as nihilistic, yet not actually wish to own same if confronted. There's plenty of falsity to go around, I guess. Let's look on the positive side. Maybe anything, attribute, which can be said to be infinite becomes that by which there can be attributes at all, thus merging into the silent, sibilant, sea of the Divine Creative Spirit whose sussuration is a beacon. God, extra cosmic by being beyond all attributes, this one knows by your very unknowableness. This one knows you by your impossibility of being known, in the sense that that which illumines is self luminous, the Sun is a good instance of this. So, look for the self illumined and you find the source of all light.

All participate in the Real, the Truth. No escape. No exit. The sages have no greater grasp of the Real than a butterfly. And the butterfly doesn't even know its beautiful. Yet it is known on its behalf. That's benevolence.

In this regard, MU III-26.3: "...Atman is never the effect of any thought or words. It is not an object of meditation or speech. For it is your very self. Thus the Sruti advises the students to dissociate from Atman all words, or thoughts which were at first accepted as means for its realization. That which is thought by the mind is merely an idea. It is changeable and negatable. Hence it is not Reality. Therefore any idea associated with Atman is not the Atman itself." Sruti, that which is heard, particularly scripture.

MU III-36.4: "...the Jnani may be engaged in any activity, but in everything he realizes Brahman alone. The experiences of a Jnani have been thusly described in the Gita (4.240: "BRAHMAN IS THE OFFERING, BRAHMAN IS THE OBLATION POURED INTO THE FIRE OF BRAHMAN. Brahman verily shall be reached by him who always sees Brahman in action.""

A close study of the ancient teaching of Judaism and Christianity render the same sentiments.  I've written about that in these pages, too. Man is said to be, or have within, a spark of the divine. To fully realize this is to come to the same end as that told in the above quote. And, when God has put in his mouth the words, by some ancient Hebrew author, "I am That I am" it would be foolish, I think, to not conclude that has the same meaning as the Vedantic, Brahamaic, Advaitin formula "I am That" "That I am".

Of course there are seemingly profound differences between East and West. One doesn't see analysis of culture there as here; holding up myth, e.g., Tristan and Isolde as example of death wish permeating society and being a symptom of grave illness. Or Don Juanism as an example of malady condemning Western culture to doom because of evil incarnate. You do see contests of various approaches to true understanding of man's, life's, purpose and meaning. Perhaps Buddhism is a response to the Vedantic idea that one has license to do any action without violating any moral code. I don't believe Buddhists were nihilists any more than I believe Vedantins were free, unconstrained to do anything. I do believe none have true understanding because its impossible. Language prohibits it. Vedanta is best when it harmonises the various spiritual pursuits. Buddhism is best when it promotes compassion. And Yoga is best when it advances the practice of self control and concentration. Jnani (path of knowledge) yoga is highest achievement and naturally follows Bhakti Yoga. If the Jiva (embodied soul) reconciles himself to being an embodied being and lives simply in the world in which he finds himself then these issues will work themselves out. The Bhagavad Gita rates Duty as the highest calling, in this regard. I can see how Buddhism could be construed as nihilistic. I can also see how Vedanta can be construed as giving license to perform any acts whatsoever without consequences. Thus we come around again to being co-creators. Its on us, how we will live. The need for compassion is a universal principle, being in and of itself. Its Love trying to manifest - and the other concomitants, cosmic forces - like gravity. Our duty is to submit to, cultivate these.

In this study I've learned there are more types of Yoga than those taught by Patanjali. The Vedantins put forth Asparsa Yoga saying these Yogis are not like the ordinary ones. Sparsa means pertaining to contact with the sensory organs so Asparsa means without contact with same. Well, I am given to understand that all the crafts cultivated in the spiritual practices of the peoples of this part of the world, and indeed, in the West, too, when one looks closely, are based to some extent or another on the withdrawal from sensory input. And, the Patanjali Yoga Sutras certainly teach this though not under the name Asparsa. Withdrawal of the mind into itself means abandonment of the Bhutas, Indriyas, and Tanmatras (elements, sense-organs, and sensations). When these are dropped what else could remain but what is called here the substratum, the rope, that is, the basis by which there are illusions? Drop the sensory input and you drop the illusion of a separate self.  Only then is direct knowledge possible. Noesis.

We are given diamonds, they occur naturally. We cut facets into these increasing their brilliance. It's not a thankless task; its just something we do as co-creators. Also occurring naturally are wheat kernels. With these we make bread. Our unending task is to cut facets and make bread, and follow our conscience. Do this gladly for the glory of God. The more one surrenders the more one enjoys a valid partnership with the Divine Creative Spirit. Sentient life, too, occurs naturally. Beauty, Truth, Love, Liberty, Justice, Wisdom are like a diamond's facets. The more these are cultivated and increased the greater the shining forth of the spark of the divine in each person as a center of pure consciousness.

Intuitively obvious, easy to see there is only one Ultimate Reality, one Universe - in spite of multiverse theories - and that it follows it is non-dual. Its said all perceived multiplicity is illusion. Allowed. The illusion leads us to realize primacy of an underlying reality, substratum, which is supra real, above the illusion. Good. Who sees this? What is seen? What is relation of seer, seeing, seen? Patanjali - and this writer likes this notion - names the Seer Drsta and states when not established in its own right assimilates with embodied beings, Jivas. But, how should we live? Is it possible to live as a one, an embodied being, and at the same time do that from the standpoint of the Ultimate Reality - to live in the finite from the perspective of the infinite? And! Does it matter? And! If it does, how? As co-creators it is our duty to come to terms with this.

For all of the reasoning and mental gymnastics in the Mandukya Upanishad it is worth keeping in mind that the commentator, Sankara whose revered teacher was taught by Guadapada, was a devotee of the Divine Mother in the form of Tripura Sundari. This from my teacher in his paper titled Guru Parampara. Desani's name for Sankara is Shankarchariya. (Diacritical marks omitted.)

Excuse me, while I kiss the sky.

Footnote: A moment to introduce something about the Hebrews. Hebrew, I've learned, originally meant "donkey driver". In other words, caravaneer. This was before camel caravans. So, these people of old were traders whose commerce took them across the known world. They went to the East, certainly. Also, I've learned that the use of camels for this purpose was, at the time, a great innovation and even greater wealth followed on that development. So, the patriarch of the Abrahamic religions, Abraham, was a donkey driver, a Hebrew. Its said he was actually the first Hebrew. He, or his kind, were also likely to have been the first to share the religions, philosophy of the time back and forth from East to West.

So, I did do the laundry. And, that Tea, I can report, I think, there is none sweeter than that taken from the empty cup.

Ruminations on Encounter with Mandukya Upanishad and Karika of Guadapada with Sankara's Commentary

Nagarjuna - To convey through concepts what lies beyond concepts and conventional entities is the skillfulness of the wise

Zen proverb - There is nothing more that can be said for enlightenment than what a finger pointing at the moon can do for seeing the moon.

A renunciation is the first order. This one does not claim wisdom nor seek salutation. Wisdom arises of its own accord along with Truth, Beauty, Love. Salutation is a special case of vacuity.

Its almost as if the world system, the Sun and Planets, hurtling through space come upon a giant Star and are captured thereby. We enter upon a new orbit and begin learning to cope. Everything has changed. The old paradigm immediately set aside. Everything is new under this new Sun. And, this new Sun is the Mandukya Upanishad.

An initial conundrum to be dealt with is transcendence versus immanence. Transcendent. Distinguished from immanent. Extra cosmic creator, God or not.

How is a creator who withdraws to make room that the created sentient life forms can be co-creator not extra cosmic, transcendent? Illusion is surely involved here and is to be somehow addressed.

The Mandukya Upanishad (MU) stresses foremost that all is one, that the manifold is an illusion like the imagination of a rope appearing as a snake. Only the rope is real and the illusion of the snake while depending on the rope is illusionary, requiring ideation. Non duality is the True nature of the Ultimate Reality whom the MU names Brahman. So, all is Brahman who is like the rope in the example. Simple enough. A child could understand.

So, it follows that the transcendent is the immanent because of non-duality; the implied duality is an illusion. If this is understood as an idea, concept, that too would be an illusion. Further follows that one should simply set aside all such ideation. But we are curious, and to some, such considerations lead to the sublime. A quote from MU III-18 helps in this regard. "As non-duality is the ultimate Reality, therefore duality is said to be its effect." In other words duality might be said to serve the purpose of non-duality. I equivocate because, strictly, it might also be said there is no purpose; purpose being a product of our insistent anthropomorphism. That is, we insist man be the measure of all things. If it is then it is in relation to homo sapiens.

God doesn't withdraw, as such, only appears to, or is only thought to by some. How can there be withdrawal if all is one? If there is any withdrawal it is into his creation. He appears to assume a separate identity, like the rope becoming a snake. If or when the created realizes his true nature can status as co-creator emerge. So, the transcendent reaches an understanding of its true nature as immanence. Illusion drops away along with duality and only the Ultimate Reality remains. Note, however, the MU says there is no creation and by the same, I guess, no creator. It just is, and I am that or, that am I! While the Christian God says "I am that I am." The Truth is somewhere close. That statement is surely intended to convey the sense that language has limits, that concepts are useless when trying to explain the sublime.

I'm attempting to resolve seeming conflict of Rabbinical philosophy with that of the MU. The idea of man as co-creator is, of course, Rabbinical.

A quibble on knowing. MU III-33: "Knowledge is essence of thought." So when mind disappears on realization of Ultimate Realtiy, i.e., Brahman, thought does likewise disappear? And the object of knowledge falls away, too, as the known, the knowing, the knower "become one and the same." My scheme is somewhat different. The MU conflates understanding and knowledge. I think knowledge leads to understanding and when understanding does arise therein is the known, knowing, knower merged, and duality falls away. "Brahman which is of the nature of one homogeneous mass of eternal consciousness, does not depend upon another instrument of knowledge (for its illumination)." Further, this one might know, or think so, but when understanding arises this one is no longer there. Illumination only occurs in non-duality, knowing in duality; Knower needs an object (to know). It also requires action. When known, knowing, and knower merge then understanding arises. That's my note on epistemology.

Authors, commentators of MU are fond of quoting the Bhagavad Gita (BG) and the BG posits a deity devotion to whom is held in the highest regard. Krsna tells Arjuna that those following the path of devotion to the Lord (Krsna) are dearer to him than any others, those that, for instance, follow the path of knowledge, renunciation, ritual, and so forth. Yet the authors (commentators) of the MU decry such as mere ideation, as failure, because duality inheres in such beliefs. The MU clearly states there is no extra-cosmic God. True. All is one, or, as the Upanishad puts it, all is Brahman. However, to construe that as positing an extra-cosmic God is perhaps not a fatal mistake. There are great mysteries to be confronted and the greatest might be that there is an extra cosmic God which transcendent is all the same immanent. Jesus, recall, is said to be the "Word" made flesh. So, across the world the reality is put forth that God, the "Word", manifests as man, as a created being. You know, we make the God we want out of our intention, thoughts, worship. So how could one not hold that God is infinitely malleable? And, we are so welcome by the One that however we approach matters not. What matters is the approach, the worship. Alone.

Being in the world requires skill, crafts. Development of these is an endless discovery. None are cast in concrete. Every person is unique. All these meditative crafts are aids to stopping sensory input. Stopping sensory input the mind, that which continuously processes the input, ceases. What's left? Consciousness? Being itself? In deep sleep something similar happens. Note that on quiescence of the mind only the seeds of deeds remain. We know this because they reassert themselves on reengagement of the mind with the instruments of sensory input.

Yes, only the One, Brahman, is truly real; but creatures need a personal touch, thus Krsna, the Great Lord of the BG, and Jesus, "God", for the Christians, and so forth. The MU calls devotional people simple minded. (But, according to MU III-17, "Advaita alone harmonizes all other doctrines and theories.") - Advaita is non-duality.  I am with those called simple minded, believing in devotion to the Lord, surrender to God. If deluded in that perhaps I do not fully realize that all it is is Brahman's self seeking, self love, self realizing. I am Brahman. An ideation, the snake, so to speak, declaring it is the rope, a device by which, if you will, the divine creative spirit has self experience. I was taught this. But. Love of the Lord could be construed to mean Brahman loves Brahman. More ideation. I know. Some will look on this as nonsensical but there's not much to be done about it but follow one's own true nature. One with the Universal Truth I must go where it leads. I'm taught the best way to do that is simply to yield.

I said this was a rumination.

Surrender to God IS The Ultimate Reality. Who surrenders? To whom? Circular? Yes!!!

Always keep in mind Irwin Lieb's teaching that there is only one individual and that is the entire cosmos. So consider that with the formula that on this life's journey we are bound to arrive where we began and know the place for the first time. (Lieb was a teacher of mine and the sentiment about the journey is from T.S. Eliot's Little Gidding.)

Pristine Bliss therein abides for the taking!!

No! Brahman does not love Brahman. That implies duality. There is no loving, really, there is no Brahman. Its an imagination, ideation, a construct based on duality. If only Brahman is, then enough said. All else is futile and designed to feed the ego, the false sense of self.

Brahman goes Poof! As all illusions must; for, when attachment arises wisdom is shut out. It's said, in that regard, that one must kill the Buddha to know the Buddha. (Desani taught this.) To kill the Buddha means to drop the attachment, the duality. One can never concede only the rope has any claim on existence, and that ephemeral at best. One might consider that to claim existence at all requires duality. Who says what exists? One might also claim that the very use of language, symbols, is to assume duality. So, the snake in the rope is the first illusion that points to a more fundamental illusion, the rope itself. As co-creators we are in the business of supplying rope.

I don't know, understand, but how concluding the Ultimate Reality itself is an illusion. You know, part of this "tale told  by idiots, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing." Words fail this test, biggly.

Think about Zen and Archery. "It" shoots. The teacher declares on success of the student. The student at that moment no longer exists, as such. The shot falls like a leaf giving way to an accumulation of snow.

There is here a great truth but it is not amenable to discursive thinking.

Aum!

I should have just done the laundry as drink tea from this empty cup.

Explain that last line. A Chinese master was asked by what was likely an impertinent student once what to do after enlightenment. Appropriately, the teacher replied, "do the laundry".  That is, carry on as before. Nothing has really changed....except inwardly. Tea from an empty cup is a Zen Koan. Another would be "the sound of one hand clapping." Koans are intended to help break beyond concepts, that is, as precusor to realization of the non-dual Ultimate Reality, to still the mind. When mind is stilled it falls away.  Deep sleep is a precursor. When mind is stilled only illuminating consciousness remains. This is the aim of spiritual or meditative practices.

I'll revisit this later. But here is a caveat. There's no end of material easily had on the subject of the MU, and the Vedas, and the philosophical discussion proceeds ad infinitum. So? Well, give my words whatever gravity you will. It matters little. At least I'm not trying to sell. I'm not buying, either. Those that Sankara disparaged one should consider were contending for the attention, indeed, material support of those who dispensed favors to such people in those days. Nothing has changed in this regard. Egos were involved, too. People always want to sway others to their side; people want, seek, validation. Even the enlightened. Those most likely to have actualized their complete realization will probably be the most difficult to find, identify, however. This one, of course, has a reason to go this way which will remain hidden. I don't do this for myself. Today I came here to revert this post to draft but changed my mind. For the time being. I've updated this so many times I've lost count. And will likely continue. I've added a follow up post and would add that all my work here is more or less on the same theme, some old, some new, all mixed up in one potpourri.

Thoughts

Thoughts March 18, 2023

That condition in which knowing arises is the same as that which is its limit. So knowledge is bounded, is useless if not an impediment beyond that whence it arose. Beyond knowledge's limit another faculty is needed and that is understanding.

The desire to know is the desire to feel. This is akin to desire for an object. And. The desire of a thing is animalistic. So. Wanting enlightenment, release, salvation, is falling again into the snare of delusion. The way out is simply to yield.

There are doors that open only of themselves. You won't even know they are there and desire to find them only obscures. Seeking impedes.

Yes, "if you seek you will find, if you knock it shall be opened unto you." However, forcing the issue means that what is opened, what you find is an ephemera, an illusion. It is merely a projection of yourself, in other words.

The effulgence of the Ultimate Reality will sweep you away of its own accord, if you exercise patience. And you might be left bewildered but you will understand you have been owned!

The embrace of the Lord, the Light, is eternal Bliss!

No matter your view, there is always another to benevolently enhance it. But don't think there is only one outlook. If there were we would have a partial view. Imagine if there were only one science, say botany. Think about it.

Maybe the Lord is an equal opportunity redeemer.

When the Ultimate Reality is revealed knowledge ceases its activity. Or, rather, one who would realize this would be advised to inhibit knowledge's activity, its grasping. The instrument of knowledge, invariably connected with its employer and an object can act only in the plane of duality. With the negation of duality, the instrument of knowledge itself becomes ineffective.*

That is why knowledge should be used as a negator more than affirmer.

That is why simply yielding to the will of God is the only way to Truth.

And that brings me to this. That which can said to be eternal cannot be a member of the class of things or objects which all have in common the ability to be named, that is, delineated - which means limited, in a sense. Further, any naming results in a designation of said thing as being finite, as having the characteristic of coming into being, of persisting awhile, of passing away. So. When God is named he becomes something we own, something we know, something we think we understand. In other words, God becomes an idea, a thing, an object, when named. Though its not intended THAT becomes an illusion. The Truth escapes in our effort to hold it close. That's all.

* Mandukya Upanishad 1-7 Shankara's commentary